goodbye is too good a word, babe

goodbyes are awful.

luckily i don't have too many real ones this time around -- many of my good friends are coming with me, and for those who won't, two months will fly. last night, though, i said an indefinite goodbye to chris, who is moving to los angeles in a week and a half. jerk made me tear up on my way out of the squirrel cage. embarrassing. i hope los angeles is everything he hopes it's going to be.

the apartment's empty. parag's in memphis with the baby. charlie is on a road trip with leonie, joel, and max. i'm not packed yet and i leave in 24 hours, 5 minutes. no, 4 minutes now.